The Great Separation: It is the Best of times and the Worst of times

colliding-galsxies-e1409075817747We have entered a new era in history amidst unrelenting tension and chaos that is escalating exponentially. It is now patently obvious that there is a great separation in the consciousness of humanity wherein two overlapping realities are being played out simultaneously.

On the one hand we have the consciousness of separation, where misogyny, xenophobia and intolerance are the reality of a construct based on “alternate facts”. On the other hand there is an enlightening expansion of consciousness crying for a new paradigm based in love and inclusion.

In my last posting I ended with the assertion that the earth is now engulfed in a tidal wave of energy forcing a time line shift to a new reality, and a new human. This energy is demanding that we each undergo a massive evolution of consciousness.

We know that evolution is upon us because in the midst of chaos we feel and recognize the call to Freedom. It is in our bones, in the air that we breathe, and in the events developing worldwide.

Evolution does not occur in a linear fashion but in quantum leaps. An electron orbiting the nucleus of an atom acquires enough photonic light energy to make a sudden “jump” into a higher dimensional frequency. This is where we are right now. We can go with the energy and jump to another reality or we can resist and decay and die.

The construct under which we are living is destroying our planet, and our humanity. This construct is disintegrating. Now, we design a new paradigm based in the frequencies of love, bliss, and desire where we do what we will and harm none.

We actualize the freedom to birth this new paradigm by claiming and embracing our individual autonomous sovereignty. We are the creators of our reality both individually and collectively. There is no Savior who will intervene to destroy the sinners and save the righteous. Indeed it is the “righteous” that are hell bent on pillaging this planet and keeping humanity in bondage.

How do I know that we are powerful creator gods in our own right? Well, lets get back to the narrative of the fallen Goddess, Sophia and her creation, humanity as told by the Gnostics in the Nag Hammadi material.

The setting is the black hole at the center of the Milky Way. This is the womb from which life in this galaxy originated. Swirling around this black hole is the Pleroma, a vortex of luminosity where Aeons, Divine currents of living intelligence play in the higher octaves of life.

It is here that two distinct Aeonic currents, Sophia, and Thelete, came together once again in the sacred dance of bliss. In their dance Sophia conceived of a creature that excited her to ecstasy by the possibilities that had never before been imagined. She conveyed the vision to her consort, Thelete and together they designed the template for the genome of the Anthropos, aka, humanity.

We are indeed unique and special among all created beings. Contrary to what religious doctrine teaches, we were not created to suffer and serve a jealous and vengeful Almighty.

We were endowed with the qualities of self-awareness, imagination, and the capacity to play and to pretend so that we could be creator gods in own right taking our consciousness to limits where no created beings have gone before.

So how did this plan go awry? The genome of the Anthropos was seeded in the star nursery of the Orion nebula. It was left to develop without interference as a divine experiment of the company of Aeons, to observe how this new being would evolve on its own in a state of free will.

Sophia was so intent, however, on observing the experiment that she fell out of the Pleroma towards the star nursery. In desperation she grasped into herself the template for the genome of the Anthropos. As she fell her light collided with the inert matter orbiting the outer reaches of the galaxy resulting in the inadvertent creation of an anomaly, a swarm of inorganic entities, the Archons.

Sophia finally came to rest at the outer edge of the third limb of this spiral galaxy and there her luminosity condensed to become the material body, planet Earth and she fell into a deep sleep during which the Anthropos embedded within her evolved and developed into humanity.

Meanwhile, the leader of the Archons, Yaldabaoth, developed an intense jealousy and hatred for humanity, so he devised a scheme to destroy the earth and her progeny. He plotted to ensnare our consciousness with the lie that he is the Almighty creator of “all that is” and of humanity. To this end he chose a man, Abram to be the vector of his wrath upon us. Thus began the enslavement of humanity by a religious doctrine of falsehood and deception that has continued to this day, but that construct is now ending.

Intense waves of energy emanating from the galactic center have awakened our Divine Mother, Gaia Sophia. She is now directing the evolution of consciousness within us to birth a new human and a new earth and so it goes.

Join me next time as we continue to explore the birth of “new earth”.










The Good News: What’s Really Going On? part 2 of 2

img_2965Now that we know the pattern of creation, what are we actually made of? Everything in existence is composed of elemental particles called photons, which are quantum packets of holographic information encoded into light. These photons aggregate and condense according to frequency and vibration into material form such as a body, a plant, or a rock, or immaterial form such as thoughts, electromagnetic waves, or sunlight.

This swarm of photons is contained within a unified field, the “cosmic egg” as it was known in antiquity wherein every particle is entangled with the whole. A mother, knows the instant that her child is injured even though a continent separates them, a particle at one end of the universe immediately reacts to a change in its sister particle at the other end. This may all sound spooky and unreal, but these are facts, nonetheless.

Now that we have the big picture in focus we get to the “where did I come from?” Religious dogma insists that the earth is the center of creation and that humans are the only sentient beings in existence.

Well, consider that the earth is actually located at the outer edge, the boondocks so to speak of the Milky Way galaxy of which our tiny solar system is just one of billions and that the Milky Way galaxy if just one of billions of galaxies within this universe that is expanding outwards faster than the speed of light.

Given these facts it only stands to reason that creation is forever unfolding countless forms in an expression of its infinite potential.

There was a creation story for humanity told by indigenous cultures throughout the world, before the Abrahamic religions Judaism, Christianity, and Islam came into existence some two thousand years ago.

It starts within the center of our own Milky Way galaxy. The Gnostics, the wise ones who remembered and held the knowledge of the true nature of reality, told of such a story until the Church exterminated them.

The Gnostic story was rediscovered in 1945 in the desert of Nag Hammadi, Egypt written on codices and hidden, buried in earthen jars. These texts contain many writings, among them the myth of the Aeon, Sophia, who along with her consort Thelete conceived of the genome of humanity and so developed the template for a creature that excited and sparked their creative genius.

It is the story of the fall of Sophia from the center of the milky-way galaxy to became the living planet Gaia-Sophia. It tells of how we came to be here and what our purpose is.

You may think this is a tall tale and completely unbelievable but it has a credibility that the creation myth of the Abrahamic religions that has created such havoc in our world does not, and is certainly more in line with the observable universe in which we live. We look at the mythic tale of the Gnostics and realize that as all stories go truth is contained in metaphor and analogy.

This creation myth is the major theme of the book “Not in his Image” by John Lamb Lash. I was so inspired by his rendering of the Gnostic tale that I myself wrote a short picture book rendition of this story that is accessible to everyone, entitled, “The Luminous Child, a tale of Myth, Metaphor and Magic”.

This creation story is the safe place for humanity. It informs us of the grand theme unfolding now being played out upon the world stage. If we know the narrative we can align ourselves with the wave of transformation engulfing us like a giant tsunami, a time line shift in the evolution of the consciousness of humanity that is happening at this very moment and like all tsunamis you cannot stop this but you can certainly make your way to higher ground.






The Good News: What’s Really Going On? (part 1 of 2)

img_2963It has been especially topsy-turvy for most of us on the planet, recently to say the least. We are in a daze of shock and confusion at the current state of affairs, and embroiled is a buzz of discussion, asking ourselves and everyone else, “what in heck is going on”, and “how did we get here”.

In order to comprehend the madness that led to this pivotal point in history, we need to first step back and get some perspective by looking at the larger questions of what am I, where did I come from and why am I here? Only when we examine these fundamental issues will we see the truth hidden behind the veil.

So, you think these are esoteric questions that you don’t have the time to think about, right now, but until we make the time to examine them for ourselves we will remain dazed and confused in the cognitive nightmare that we are all trying to awaken from.

Those who have already uncovered the truth have an anchor and a safe place in the storm. From this safe space we can see what is really going on.

We have been given a choice point in the history of humanity where what has been hidden and is now being revealed. If we can muster the courage to open our eyes and see before us what we have not wanted to acknowledge we will have the ability to walk out of the prison that has kept our consciousness in bondage for millennia.

So, how did we get to this place, right here, right now? Well, as children two diametrically opposing beliefs were implanted into our brains regarding the nature and origin of humanity each emphatic and dogmatic in it’s own way, rooted in a competition between religion and science.

On the one hand religious dogma preaches that we are molded from the dust of this planet in the image of a white bearded guy in the sky. Our purpose is to serve him by denying our humanity. We are commanded to convince every other human by any means necessary that he is the one true god, and because he gave us an immortal soul that he will judge when we die we must obey or burn forever.

The opposing story line says that we are mere flesh and blood, the result of unplanned random combinations of purely material stuff. There is no grand purpose to our lives or to anything else, for that matter. We originated on this planet, we die here, and that will be the end of us so we better grab as much “stuff” as we can while the getting is good, or someone else will get it and that’s not good.

Of course we didn’t believe either absurd story line as the intelligent children that we were. We knew how to create powerful magic with our imagination and intent. We loved, laughed, and played with joyful abandon as we conversed with plants and animals, our toys and the stars. We knew what others where thinking and feeling, and we saw patterns and colors surrounding them.

But because we couldn’t challenge those in power over us, we were gradually forced to relinquish our intuitive knowing and Being until we finally forgot how to be ourselves.

The result of this massive brain washing and repression is that our lives have become an expression of personal dis-empowerment and lack of sovereignty. We live in a constant state of stress either not knowing when the wrath of God will strike us or else we wander hopelessly disoriented searching for meaning in a meaningless world.

We have effectively stationed ourselves in the borderlands of insanity known as cognitive dissonance where opposing beliefs vie for the same space in our consciousness.

The mind finds this state of affairs maddening and will resolve the conflict by suppressing and denying what it intuitively knows to be true in order to maintain some semblance of sanity, but this is madness itself.

Now hear the good news. Even though we live in a dualistic world where we are taught that if we are right someone else must be wrong reality is actually a bit of “this and that” rather than “either or”.

There IS an organizing principle behind all of existence. This is “Source”, the great mystery, that which we come from and that which we are, and to which we always return in one form or another as we choose.

Source is the emanation of pure consciousness creating this universe using iterations of a fractal pattern in a holographic manner wherein each part structurally and functioally represents the whole, while manifesting the infinite diversity that we see around us. In this body every atom is a solar system unto itself and the aggregate that comprises its entirety a universe. Gnostic teachers held this wisdom in the truism, “as above so below, as within, so without”.

Now that we know the pattern of creation, what are we actually made of?

(Coming soon part 2…)

The Good News!

image-bad-news-good-news-signsI am Dr. Cheryl Wade. For 18 years I worked ceaselessly as a general surgeon because I have a need to serve and do good, and because this career enabled me to develop the confidence I needed to make my way in the world with autonomy and self respect.

I pushed myself relentlessly because I was indoctrinated with fundamental religious beliefs which asserted, I was “less than,” and incapable as a woman, and flawed as a human being.

This religion preached that we are born in sin and must be redeemed, that the earth is a fearful and dangerous place to be subjugated and used, that we should live only to die to escape from this God forsaken planet to a much better place in the sky, but only if we are good enough and only if we obey the rules without question.

Even as a child, however, I had my doubts. A God who promoted violence and murder against women, children, and animals and mass genocide of “non believers” could not be a loving, all-powerful Creator. A God who would demand my slavish devotion and service felt a petty dictator unworthy of my respect. Life goes on, however, and I put these ideas on the back burner in order to pursue my career.

When I achieved my goals, however and finally took a breather, I looked around and saw an insane world in chaos and turmoil driven by greed and arrogance. I saw people divided against themselves in self-loathing, and against each other in anger and resentment.

I saw how I had also become a casualty of the massive mind control that is strangling life on earth. So to save myself I started on a journey to realize the truth of the nature of reality and to become what I needed to see in the world around me.

Incorporating holistic health principles into my surgical practice was a first step but it soon became patently obvious that it is impossible to heal the body, mind, or soul without acknowledging and healing the existential despair and hopelessness that has infected us all.

I came to see that the origins of the pathology that ails humanity are the core values and beliefs that uphold our culture and society. The beliefs that our self separate from Source and nature, that some humans are inherently more worthy than others, that we live on a dead planet in a clockwork universe, and that we are victims of a God of retribution who would punish us for all eternity.

Where did these outrageous beliefs come from that have so mortally wounded us, and how could we be so simple to believe them? They arose from the doctrines of the Abrahamic religions, Judaism, Islam, and Christianity that sprang out of the desert of the Middle East, a little over two thousand of years ago.

In the name of “God” we have been tortured and murdered and every indigenous culture that held the wisdom of the true nature of reality has been subjected to genocide and mass extermination. Humanity has been brutalized into accepting a lie that we eventually believed because we had to, in order to survive.

Now hear the good news. Even as we face the abyss, the way forward is clear. We can avoid self-destruction when we realize that we have nothing to fear but the fear that was artificially implanted into the fabric of our being, the fear that has paralyzed our free will to be in love and harmony with all that is.

Join me now on a journey of self-discovery to realize our true nature as Divine, Sovereign beings gifted to create the life that we choose and desire. Let us together create heaven on earth, in peace and harmony, with ourselves, each other, and our planetary mother in the freedom to be who and what we choose to be.





Words, words, words, and the Mystery of the Sphinx

SphinxI had been laboring over the writing of a blog post, trying to get my point across and was not very happy with the result. If only I could find the right words and place them in the right configuration I would be heard, and the truth would be recognized!

I struggled, even though I was well aware that no matter how logical or persuasive one’s arguments may be, they do not have the ability to change the beliefs of another, they are just more words being thrown about.

We only change our beliefs and the structures they uphold when we encounter an experience outside of our normal frame of reference that cannot be explained away no matter how much we try to cling to that which is being shattered.

I knew from experience that I should stop writing and do something completely different to give my operating systems a chance to reboot. I decided to be bold and take a breather with some acid.

I had taken that piece of dried mango laced with LSD across the Atlantic and back and still had not felt that I had the right time and frame of mind to indulge in the hope of a consciousness expanding experience.

In my prior experimental forays I never seemed to attain the experience that I sought. I reasoned whether I could endure 24 hours with every cell in my body racing like a Lamborghini on the Autobahn for another disappointing experience of poor quality LSD.

Today I felt compelled to give it a go. We were within the auspices of the full moon, Mercury was just stationed direct out of retrograde, and it was Sunday, yeah, no schedules, certainly an opportune time.

So I munched with determination on that piece of dried mango and waited. I was not alone, however, and the hours went by while we frolicked. After some time hunger overtook my companion and off he went for Chinese take out. I finally had a moment of quiet contemplation.

I reclined on the couch and gently gazed at my arm. It seemed immense and heavy as stone. I could not lift it. I felt myself to be in a vast structure, a holy place that contained me. I did not feel trapped, only amazed at the solidity of it all. I felt serene and noble like the great Sphinx of Egypt.

The moment passed but the experience registered. This was the mystery of the Sphinx, the miracle of spirit descended into the density of matter. We have all heard the cliché “the body is a temple for spirit” but who has really had the experience of that knowing.

Until we open to the experiential reality of life in all of its gut wrenching, awe-full-ness, and its raw, immense beauty arguments are all just words being bandied about, ” full of sound and fury, signifying nothing” but still I have to get back to those words, words, words.


Quotation from Shakespeare’s- Macbeth